I hate when you get your hopes up...

It’s been happening lately. I don’t think it’s necessarily a bad thing. I think in my case it is a sign that I am trying to be positive, looking on the bright side. And that is something I need to keep improving at.
But today I was disappointed. I thought that I would get a call or email with some good news. It hasn’t come so far. I put all of my eggs in one basket, set all of my hopes on one thing. And when it doesn’t come I can’t help but feel crushed. Then I am unsure of what my good qualities are and if they are seen by the rest of the world at all.

Things I want to change in my life:
Meaningful work
Be more positive
Don’t let the negative things in my life consume so much of my thoughts