Tuesday, March 2, 2010

I hate when you get your hopes up...

It’s been happening lately. I don’t think it’s necessarily a bad thing. I think in my case it is a sign that I am trying to be positive, looking on the bright side. And that is something I need to keep improving at.
But today I was disappointed. I thought that I would get a call or email with some good news. It hasn’t come so far. I put all of my eggs in one basket, set all of my hopes on one thing. And when it doesn’t come I can’t help but feel crushed. Then I am unsure of what my good qualities are and if they are seen by the rest of the world at all.

Things I want to change in my life:
Meaningful work
Be more positive
Don’t let the negative things in my life consume so much of my thoughts

1 comment:

  1. It can be hard to hope for something and then it comes to nothing. But keep hoping. Life without hope is very dark and not worth living. Hang in there. Something will happen!

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