Hair!

I spend so much time and money on my hair... ahhh! It's crazy.
Well I think I have decided that I am going to try to grow out my hair for another month before coloring it. Even though I am due for it now!
I am going to have some serious Madonna roots and people will have to deal with it.
The worst is going to work or client appointments though, I really want to just say, "Hi, I'm Afton and yes I know my hair looks like crap."

I hate when you get your hopes up...

It’s been happening lately. I don’t think it’s necessarily a bad thing. I think in my case it is a sign that I am trying to be positive, looking on the bright side. And that is something I need to keep improving at.
But today I was disappointed. I thought that I would get a call or email with some good news. It hasn’t come so far. I put all of my eggs in one basket, set all of my hopes on one thing. And when it doesn’t come I can’t help but feel crushed. Then I am unsure of what my good qualities are and if they are seen by the rest of the world at all.

Things I want to change in my life:
Meaningful work
Be more positive
Don’t let the negative things in my life consume so much of my thoughts